Thursday, September 25, 2008

Create My Kundli Online

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reading on 10.10.2008 at
20 clock in SWITCH BOARD Bar.Café the AIDS-Hilfe Frankfurt Alte Gasse 36


60313 Frankfurt / Main



The author Konstantin Kropotkin reads from the novel "Russians WG:


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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Nashville Motorcycle Salvage Yards

many have probably mitbekomen .... Grief and Chapter 6

I will only be online sporalisch .. until I'm at my mum ^ ^
zwishendurch I am with girlfriend ner which allows me to come online ... ^ ^

but I okmm as to ... I can even write iweder tinker a little and * smile *

vermüss you my love
* cuddly *


JASPI




Grief Chapter 6

Kaoru Toshiya observed that in the kitchen che got up and got ready for her lunch. Toshiya was after the evening when he was beaten up, stayed with him. He had then failed to let him alone. Somehow It was looking forward Kaoru, Toshiya so that took care of him. But why did the other is that? And why he was so thoughtful and often not even noticed when he Toshiya observed at night, when this thought as much after. Kaoru had not wanted the Toshiya slept on the uncomfortable couch after that after the first night had extreme back pain. So this is now sleeping in his bedroom. He studied the bass player again, as he took the rice from the rice cooker and then sighed. "Toshi? Why are you the last two days so extremely thoughtful? "Kaoru asked quietly to and Toshiya looked at him a moment. "I'm not thoughtful," he said quietly and the Leader sighed. "Oh come on, Toshiya. I'm not stupid, okay, "he said quietly and sat down at the table, the bass player looked for a moment and leaned back against the wall.

"I'm just worried about you Kaoru, Toshiya muttered quietly and Kaoru raised an eyebrow. "And why are you lying awake at night?" He asked, looking at the plate. "Hm Delicious. Chicken curry, "he said with a smile and Toshiya sat down opposite him. "Yes, I thought it was time against time, we eat chicken curry, what? "he asked, grinning and he stroked his hair back and made a braid. "Yeah. But now I really want to know more, what damned with you again is going Toshiya. I get very comfortable with the night and I think it's not good that you always dodge me, if I responsively, "he said quietly, Toshiya looked down.

"What do you hear?" Said Toshiya and began to eat. "I've told you what's going on. I simply do care about you. Okay., "He said softly and Kaoru looked solid in his eyes. This sighed softly and slowly began to eat. He would certainly not give up. He would get out what was wrong with Toshiya. And when he had to nerve to ask him all day.

"I hope it tastes good," said Toshiya Kaoru now quiet and smiled. "Sure. I love your chicken curry ", breathed calmly, leaning back after he had finished and put his hands on his belly. "I'm tired of cardboard," said Kaoru. "You want to fatten me, right?" he laughed and Toshiya laughed softly. Were quickly cleared away the dishes and both went into the living room to smoke to get one. Sighing, Toshiya leaned backward, Kaoru looked for a moment. The other was right. It should be slow really honest to the other.

"I know .... Taiki days longer than you and Shinya, Toshiya Kaoru whispered softly and saw him now, confused. "As you already know Taiki longer?", He asked for and the bassist looked down. "You know just still not all of my past, Kao," whispered He moved his legs and for a moment, chews on his lower lip and stared at the laptop. There he had no information about something to do with the club has found. "I do not know if you want to hear everything. I fear that you will incorrectly think of Taiki .. and by myself, "he whispered softly, and kneaded his fingers for a moment and Kaoru raised his eyebrow. "What is going on Toshiya?", Asked about this concern and was now something else out, so he could watch Toshiya. Fixed bit, the dark haired on the lower lip.

"I have previously worked in the club work in the Taiki also had "whispered Kaoru Toshiya and looked at now, then breathed deeply. "Shall we drink a wine perhaps. I think this is now a little longer, "murmured the bassist and Kaoru sighed, nodding slightly now. He noted that it was worse would be needed, otherwise Toshiya not so calm and so serious. He looked behind the bass player, read fetch him the wine and two glasses, then fill the glasses. Toshiya gave one to the guitar and drank himself now a big swig from his own glass. "I think I prefer to start at the beginning, "he whispered softly and stroked her hair back and stared into the red liquid.

"When I was 16, I've fallen quite strong. He has done everything for me and I was really happy and thought he would be the love of my life, "he whispered softly, and waved a little wine in his glass. "We have really spent much time together. He told me all read from the eyes. Every little and great wish to come true, "he whispered softly, closed his eyes. "It was really quite a long time a good thing. But at some point he has changed. He has developed into a regular monster. He always wanted to try something new. I was so naive. I've been through. "He laughed quietly and shook his head. "I was really blinded by love. This typical rose-colored glasses. "He muttered again and drank a sip of his wine. "At some point he managed to persuade me to make a threesome with. I mean .. so in the whole there is nothing wrong. But it was different than I thought. He has me chained to the bed and things they did to me, which really were not nice, "he whispered softly and kept his eyes still lowered. "Then his business partner took me ... I'm fucked. I can not say otherwise. He has not even taken it, whether it could hurt me, "the bassist said quietly continues, and noticed he had tears in his eyes again. "When this guy was then gone, Mike grabbed me by the hair, hit me and then called a bitch. I did not understand. He had this but wanted three, "she whispered and closed his eyes fixed Toshiya together, began to tremble slightly. Kaoru immediately slid to him, took him lightly in the arm. He had not known that Toshiya had experienced something like that.

"That was not all," he whispered softly, looking at him a moment and leaned to his friend, closed his eyes again and enjoyed being close to that moment just Kaoru only. "Not all? Was it worse? "asked Kaoru and Toshiya looked into his eyes. "Please ... please do not hate me," he whispered softly, and Kaoru stopped shaking, then his head. "Why should I hate you, Toshiya?" He asked softly and stroked him a lock from her face. "He has imprisoned me." He whispered softly. "I have only food and drink. But only so much as just have been necessary. "He whispered softly and swallowed hard. "One week I've been sitting in this dark room, no one ever got to face him only when he told me the food crashed to the ground and then went out again. He said nothing, done nothing. Only eat and drink and do and that's it. "he whispered softly and clutched with one hand in his pants.

parties expressed the bass at Kaoru and stroked its back, held it so tight. "Toshiya," whispered the guitarist, but Toshiya put his finger on the finger tips. "Let me tell your privacy to an end," whispered Toshiya and the purple-haired now nodded slightly, Toshiya was just solid. "Well. After a week, Mike came back clean. He had things for myself, she pressed into my hand and said I should make me really pretty. I of course, was happy. I thought he wanted to take back with me. But when I entered his room, I have not looked bad. He lay there on the bed, has rumgemacht with some guy and then he looked at me. His look was so different. I do not know what to make of it. "he whispered softly, and again drank a big gulp of his wine, his glass filled again, and then thought for a moment. "He looked at me and said that this guy had a bar. That he would use a service and I will start there. I had no choice. You got me .. They have dragged me into this car and then I had to work there. But not the way I thought .. It was not a waitress behind the bar, he has sold me on these guys, so I was there ... There has to work as a bitch, "sobbed quietly and Toshiya Kaoru opened his eyes. "I had to let so much go through me. Disgusting guys. Old guys, "he whispered softly and pressed herself against him. Quietly, he continued sobbing, he stroked his hair back and breathed deeply again. "Every time ... Every time I tried to run away, they have found me again and I was beaten up and had almost immediately back to work, "whispered and he lowered his eyes even more. He could not look at Kaoru. What this would think of him.

"God Toshiya, Kaoru whispered softly, stroking now Toshiya away the tears, looked into his eyes. "Sky. Why have you never spoken to me about it? "He asked quietly after and the bass player looked at him. "Because I never expected that my past catches up with me again," he whispered softly and took a deep breath. "And ... what .. what about Taiki? "he asked quietly, and now reduced to Toshiya views again dissolved even by the leader. "When I was at that age where you no longer use me, could they have procured a new boy," he whispered, Kaoru stared at him. "Taiki .." Kaoru whispered now and Toshiya nodded slightly. "I ... I had to incorporate it. He explained everything and so, "he whispered and clutched even more in his pants. "I knew if I did not do, not only must I suffer under it, but also Taiki. There was no chance to spare him before, "he whispered softly and began to tremble again. "It .. It I'm so sorry, Kaoru, "he whispered softly, sobbing on now, but Kaoru pulled him back to himself through his hair and patted him on the back. "You must not excuse yourself, Toshiya. Each would have been in your situation would have the so-made, "he whispered softly and kissed him on the forehead. "But now I understand a lot ..." he whispered softly. "Is ... Taiki leave? "He asked quietly now after Toshiya and shrugged his shoulders. "I think already, because he is not yet at an age where he would have been sorted out, "he whispered softly and looked at Kaoru and then drank the glass of wine in an empty train.

"I tried rauszubekommen something, I can crack his password for his laptop, which Shinya has brought me, but there is nothing. Absolutely nothing. And otherwise I know nothing, "he whispered softly now and looked at Kaoru. "I wanted to help you but, even more out to get, but you ..." He got no further, because Kaoru had put a finger on his lips. "I I already understood. Now I know why you did not want me to do this research. They are dangerous. But I did not expect that it is so bad, "he whispered softly. "And stop giving you the blame for it. You have not brought him into this circle. You've done just that, to protect you both. I know that you would not do it, "he whispered softly. "You were under pressure, okay," he whispered softly, Toshiya looked at him, then pushed the guitarist and sobbed again.

long remained seated them so. Kaoru stroked all the time on his back and through his hair, so the bass player just tried to calm down and only then breathed deeply. "Toshiya?" He asked softly, stroking on his back. "I .. might have an idea where Taiki could have hidden anything, "he said quietly, Toshiya looked at him. "Would you be willing to make a statement to the police? Maybe we can make this club close, "he whispered softly, Toshiya swallowed hard. "I. I I do not know whether the work, Kaoru. I really do not know, "he whispered softly. "I do not know if I can do it again to apply this force and to tell everything," he whispered softly and Kaoru looked at him. "I will stand by you and give you the strength." He whispered softly and looked into his eyes. "But first I will try if I find out since what, where, I suspect the Taiki could have hidden something," he said softly, looking Toshiya's eyes. "He had only been there with me, but I think I'll find it again," Kaoru whispered softly, and saw Toshiya's eyes. "We get the point, or together? We will bring the perpetrators to jail. Taiki Are you right for revenge and finish with the past, "whispered Kaoru and Toshiya nodded now easily expressed himself just to the leader. "I can .. it can not tell the others, Kaoru. Shinya knows it, but I can not tell you more, "he whispered softly, and Kaoru looked at him. "Not to, I explain what is going on," whispered Kaoru and Toshiya nodded now, remained in the arms of Kaoru and lie was always quiet. "I'm tired," whispered Toshiya and Kaoru smiled. "Then sleep," he breathed quietly, and stroked the bass player on through his hair and smiled at him lovingly. "I hold you," he said, still calm and took a deep breath, the bass player observed a moment until he was asleep. He carefully laid the bass on the bed, covered him carefully and then went out onto the balcony to the experienced to handle for now. He could still not quite believe, but he could understand Taiki and Toshiya. He would it in place also can not tell.



Tuesday, September 16, 2008

South Jersey Kiteboarding

kaoru_chan1983 @ 2008-09-17T03: 35:00

Sooo here we have another new wallpaper. Somehow I am currently seeing a little humor in craft ^ ^
time how long it lasts.

wallpapers of Nao-chan ^ ^ * smile *




Did you love cuddly * *



Monday, September 15, 2008

Can My Landlord Ask For A Security Deposit?

two wallpaper

Juhuuuu I hope my Kreatief have now been overcome. at least I managed two wallpaper and I hope you like ^ ^ v



Yes, well I like them eigetnlich quite well. 'm quite happy with it. ^ ^ Reita
and Kyo .. this is a job for a friend of mine. * Smile * it has the two desired on a wallpaper ^ ^

Shou and Tora ... Paring one of my dear Jo-chan and me. to the RPG "This Fucking Feeling I never want to have" Oh yeah * gggg *
as I said. I hope you like them.

times but are now slowly walk to my bed. is slow time, to which I am a bit tired * lol *

you gave her love * * love cuddly by
JASPI ^ ^ v


Sunday, September 14, 2008

Earthquake Insurance Atlanta Georgia

boredom and night thoughts ....

... there may, at little JASPI's only feeble get out, right?? * sigh *

mohaaa. I'm really sorry to squat around here, abe rich must await the October first, then I'm stupid so ne edlihc training * sigh * Training in Power Point, Excel and Access. Okay ... Access up to everything I had before, but a refresher is niht bad. If yes by AAMT paid ^ ^ v
'm just glad that bin cih come around to drum en Word course. I would have otherwise been shot * lol *

Njaaaaaa * drop *
What else can I say that? I just do not know what to do. Kip I can not even ... 'm still not completely * tired sigh * But what to do find cih grad also ciht really.
I do not know whether to trust me a wallpaper. I'm so .. los ideas * sigh *

Oh man. I'll chatterbox here with a trash. But sky .. I've at least for a moment what to do * laughs *

Njaa's see how the next day goes on. I give the ball when the so T_____T
Na is yes. . I'm going to now look for something to do ... something .. until I am tired * head bangs * UAF keyboard


Bye bye ..
JASPI

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Kodak Polaroidsun 600 Film

Grief Chapter 05

Shinya looked at his friend and blinked for a moment. "Moment .. Toshiya want you to say that you had to do in these circles? "He asked, Toshiya looked down just slightly. Deep breathing through the bass player, saw the blond-haired for a moment and then nodded slightly.
"Before Taiki is there slipped in, I had some time in this band ... it ... they do not want to let go," he whispered softly and pulled his legs now, lit a cigarette and staring into space. He laid his head on his knees again and pulled on his cigarette.
"I was at that time ... .... 16 .. "whispered He shook his head. "I met him .... And .. He was so sweet. I was really in love head over heels, Shinya, "he whispered softly and swallowed hard, wondering how he should tell further.
"Over time ... he has a really .. I'd say Monster developed .. he wanted to try new things .. eventually he took me so long to babble until I agreed to a threesome. I mean ... so on the whole, nothing bad .. but .. if you ... will be made on the bed and can not defend himself, "whispered and he lowered his eyes. "When his business partner then me .. fuck ... I have ... how shall I say .. he hit me and then insulted me as a bitch, "he whispered softly and closed his eyes back together.

Shinya stopped, reached out his hand and stroked Toshiya's hair, looked at him a moment. "And then ... what happened? I hope you're gone away, Toshi, "he whispered, who shook his head. "How could I go? I was still chained to this damn bed .. he has then also let off steam ... then grabbed me by the hair and locked me in a room. I got to eat something .. something to drink ... and have been stuck in this room. I did not know what may come up to me, "he breathed, and just clutched in his pants, stared straight ahead. "One week I had to sit in there, then he came in, has flung my clothes and said. I should make myself pretty .. get ready ... "Toshiya whispered and he stroked his hair back, breathed deeply again. "What do I do ... this of course, have the hope that he does not more acidic and so that we make peace again, but when I came into the room .. He had another guy sitting there, with whom he was around and I just .. . I had to watch it long time with ne. I .. I felt so bad before Shinya .. "he whispered softly, biting her lower lip. "As .. when he finally .. this guy was able to solve .... he told me ... that this guy would have a club ... .. I could work there as a waitress. "he whispered softly. "But .. it was not operating .. he has .... He has me as a bitch about these guys sold ... "he whispered softly, her legs pulled tight to his body and sobbed.

slid gently Shinya closer to the bass player, only to withdraw in his arm and pressed him to her. "For God's sake, Toshiya." He whispered softly, stroking his fingers through his hair, it was just solid.
"I. . ... I had to. with so many guys .. I let it wash over me, so I will not be beaten .. "he whispered softly and pressed close to the drummer clawed, in its upper part. "Always again ... this perverse fucker came up to me .. I wanted to give them a bubble ... that I let fuck me .... "He whispered softly. "I. I have some time nothing more .. felt. nothing more you know ... "he whispered softly, sobbing again. "Time and again .. and ... I do not even get something for it .... The only thing I've got .. There were no strikes, because my job .. have done so well because I have introduced so much money, "he whispered, clutching at the other firm, concluded then the eyes. "I have .. at some point tried to run away ... am. through the city and wrong .. they found me, "he whispered softly, looking at Shinya. "I .... was .. a week in the basement. They have beaten me .... Raped ... "he murmured softly and slowly separated himself from the drummer, continued to stare straight ahead. Then I had to heal than my bruises are .... My wounds. I had to get back to work .. It all went away from the front ... until then .. at some point felt that I was too old, that I would no longer fit in their house .... I should merge the new arrival. He shows how all of this club expired .. "he whispered, swallowing hard. "It .. Taiki was .. "he whispered. "I .. I wanted to incorporate him, but .. I was afraid .. live without fear for my .. They have threatened me .. if I had not done this, they would have killed us .. "he whispered, leaning back against Shinya, closed his eyes and breathed deeply again.

pressed gently on to the bass player Shinya and patted him repeatedly on his back, spoke quietly to one another. "Attempt Toshiya keep you quiet, "he whispered softly. "You're away from them .." he whispered softly. "Yes .. but. .. but I'm to blame, the .. Taiki has not been spared this. I would still have to say is that he is not good, "he whispered softly, wiping away the tears I. "Sorry, dass. I'm not telling you, "he whispered softly. "Especially when you have then brought Taiki ..." he whispered softly and breathed deeply again.
"It .. it must have been a shock for you, as you know what Taiki at that time did not you? "he asked, Shinya nodded. "Yeah. But I accepted it, he told me that there is something that would not tell him. Now that I've heard of you, I must honestly say I understand it, "he whispered softly. "I have to find out how he is out geokmmen. He has not been in an age when they had him thrown out, "he said quietly. "He must be cut down and that's why he was killed, I'm sure Shinya," he whispered softly now and the drummer looked at him. "Are you going now in search?" This concern and asked Toshiya ATMT deeply. "I will try to find out .. do you know if he has written diary or something? "he asked quietly to Shinya and opened his eyes, staring at the other. "He's still with me are a laptop, but that is password protected," he said directly and Toshiya looked at him. "Can .. you can bring it to me the day over? ", he asked for quiet and winced as he heard his name. "Oh .. Kaoru is awake .. "he whispered softly, and stood on. "Please. . Tell him anything yet, Shinya, "he said softly. "I .. I have to see that the war itself under control and that I can tell him, "he whispered, and Shinya nodded. "I come over tomorrow and bring you the laptop, you go to Kaoru and take care of him, yes," he said quietly, getting up, Toshiya kissed briefly on the cheek and smiled at him lovingly. "Until tomorrow, Toshiya," he breathed, and then was gone again, after he had made to Miyu's arm.

Toshiya closed the door and went Kaoru to the room and sat down beside him, stroking him through his hair short. "Did you sleep can?" He asked quietly, smiled at him lovingly and looked around for what to drink. "I'm as good gschlafen like it was a long time," he breathed quietly, and looked at Toshiya. "Thanks, you've got me and you now care about me Baka," he whispered softly and breathed deeply again. "It is clear to me that I look after. Who should do it otherwise, before you still kill yourself, Kao-chan, "he said smiling and kissed him on the cheek, then gave him something to drink and took a deep breath.
In the next few days he would have to talk with Kaoru, but no longer today, the other took his rest today. "Trying to sleep on, so you come back to power. I make something to eat and bring it to you when it's ready, okay, "he whispered and kissed him again on the forehead, then went to a smile in the kitchen and began to boil. As Kaoru would react if he would tell him exactly what Shinya now knew about him? Will he accept it then could? Whether he would hate him because he had worked his Taiki? Sighing, he cut the vegetables and tossed it to the meat, which he had also been cut and made ready the food for Kaoru ... ..

Friday, September 12, 2008

When You Kidneys Hurt

Dirus New images OO

I was now on the official website of Diru and watch I'm the net properly. What has
Toshiya T_____T done with his hair, the beautiful .. long hair .. Oo I ... AHHHH hair up + *
Why has he done Oo
I once made directly and the screenshot images taken me so down. Here you can see it too. * To Toshiyas hair after jammer *










mmohaaaaa
kyo is really good to see non T________T

Big greetz
JASPI ^ ^

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Buy Things Wholesale With Tax Id

Chapter 04

Annoyed Toshiya rang the bell of Kaoru's apartment, hoping that this finally the Baka would open the door. It just could not go further. For a week he neglected the band. For a week he researched on the Internet only. He had tried repeatedly to make the guitarist clear that he would rather not make. This group of people was just too dangerous and he - Toshiya - could tell you a thing. Of course he had not said to Kaoru, because this would then want to know what that meant. Sighing, Toshiya rightly stressed the hair, then looked in his pockets for the spare key from Kaoru. When he had finally found this, he concluded on the doors and entered the apartment.

"KAORU", he cried and then sighed, looked around the apartment. That could not be true but now. Now this idiot was not there. Then he paused and opened his eyes. He had last night still want to go to a club, he had figured out the Taiki had worked there. An uneasy feeling spread through the bass player and he called for Shinya. Daisuke and Kyo was somewhere along the way and had not taken away the cell phones, so he tried the two do not even He went on in the living room of Kaoru and down, stressed again and again nervously through his hair and breathed on it facilitated when he heard the voice of the drummer. "Shinya. Please. Kaoru is not at home. He did yesterday in any club. I do not know what I should do now, "he said hastily, Shinya stopped at the other end of the line.

"And you let him go?" Shinya asked for quiet, which was now infinite worried about Kaoru. Toshiya and Kaoru had shown him the video, hoping that he would know something about it, but he absolutely can not help.
He carefully picked his dog high and stroked it by the skin. "Have you tried him on the phone to call?" He asked quietly to and Toshiya on panting. "Yes .... That's why I'm also in the apartment to him, "he said quietly. "He has made the mobile phone. Is not home that night and he seemed to be it not at home, Shinya. "He said quietly, wincing as she knocked on the line. "Shin? Yes .. just wait NEN I call on the other line, "he said quickly, stroking the hair back.

He looked at the screen, raised an eyebrow. No number was displayed, and not many had this phone number. "Moshi moshi ..." said it in the phone and hesitated. "Kaoru ... sky .. Where are you? "He asked quietly and Kaoru gasped into the phone. "In .. the vicinity of the club .... I .. I can barely move ... Toshiya. Me .. does not hurt anything, "whispered the leader in the handset and Toshiya faltered. "God damn ... you call from a phone booth? Stay there .. I get up. I'll be right with you .... "He said hastily, and Kaoru was only his approval, as was already away his money for the call. Hastily to Toshiya Shinya got back into the line.

"It was Kaoru. Something's not right. He gasped on the phone and thought of what he can not move. I suspect terrible. I'll get him now Shinya, "he said quickly and he stroked his hair back. "Hold me running on the Toshiya. Tell me, what about Kaoru yes ... "he said then and still put the two made up and Toshiya immediately on the way to his best friend. When he saw that

sit leaning against the telephone booth, completely covered in blood, he gasped in horror and ran towards them. "For heaven's sake, Kaoru," he whispered, and only looked at the purple-haired for a moment. "Hey. Hey. Is not so bad, really. Do not worry, Toshiya ", he said, and gasped as the bass player helped him to his feet. "Hng ...."
"not so bad right?" Said Toshiya sour. "I'll take you home and then you tell me what happened," he said, and went mad with the guitarist to his car, sat him gently on the passenger seat and looked at him a moment. He gently stroked his cheek, he looked solid in his eyes. "Kao God ..." he whispered, looking just like Kaoru a slight smile to his face twisted, her head tilted to one side and then read simply stared at the club. Now Toshiya saw this club and everything went together in him. So here they were already ... He wanted to help Kaoru, but if it would see these guys, everything would be over. Also for him. He slowly walked around
around the car, dropped behind the steering wheel and looked once more to Kaoru. Shortly after, he went even go and headed to the apartment from him. This time not from Kaoru. This should first get them apart. He would take care of now for the better leader.

"What are you doing? This is not the way to my apartment, "Kaoru said now, looking at Toshiya. "I know," murmured this as an answer and glanced over to the guitarist. "I bring you to me, you'll get there first again on the ground," he said, and he stroked his hair went back, then shortly afterwards in the garage of his house and parked his leased parking. He quickly was rumgegangen the car and helped Kaoru from this, the bleating of totally listening to him. Quick
Kaoru had given up trying to speak against it and went with Toshiya up in the apartment. "I told you, I pack it all alone," muttered, Kaoru and Toshiya laughed. "Yes it shows. You go to a club and call me the next day because you were beaten up, "he said Kaoru was sour and now on the couch, knelt before him and looked him straight in the eye. "Damn it. Do not you realize how dangerous all this is Kaoru? "he said, angry and stood up to the first aid kit from the bath and a bowl of to bring water and a washcloth. Armed with everything he came to Kaoru and looked at it.

"but I found out something, Toshiya, Kaoru whispered now and pulled out a piece of paper. "One .. the employee told me that Taiki had worked for them, "he said quietly. "And what brings you this?" He asked sour. "I have the culprit .. I know this .. Wanker have created it, that Taiki die, "whispered the purple-haired now and Toshiya sighed quietly. "Lie down", Toshiya muttered now and Kaoru glared at him. "I have the perpetrators, Toshiya," he said sour and this looked at him now. "And what brings you this?? Will you kill them? Hiking in the jail? Would it have been the expressed Taiki? "Toshiya asked angry and got up, threw the washcloth in the bowl.
"And when you go to the police .. what do you mean by that? Do you have any evidence? "he asked, angry and Kaoru looked down a moment, then shook his head. "You see?. So what brings you there? You bring up only himself in danger, damn shit again, "said Toshiya sour and glared at Kaoru.
"WHAT DID IT FOR ME? SURE IT'S NOT AN ACCIDENT WAS, "Kaoru screamed, jumped up and ran to the next moment the Couch did fall, is now the site stable and gasped softly. God was the pain that was not stand for.

"Fine. Good .. did you know that he was killed. Can you live with the idea of better yes? "said Toshiya and now paused when he saw the face of the guitarist, went to him immediately. "Kaoru," he whispered only helped him and now that he could lie down. "I call a doctor," he whispered only and Kaoru nodded slightly. "God damn .. you .. you're really a complete idiot, "said Toshiya Kaoru still softly and kissed gently on the forehead, then stood up and called the ambulance.
fast the ambulance was there too and Kaoru was investigated. Toshiya ran in the time in the kitchen and down, took out his cell phone now from his pocket and dialed the number from their drummer. He just needed someone to talk to. He heard the voices of the drummer and began to direct. "Shin ... I got it .. He is under investigation. He is .. been beaten. I do not know much, but .. but apparently he has found the club, has worked in the Taiki, "he whispered into the receiver. "Shinya .. I ... I think I hang in the shit, "he whispered, then paused and Shinya. "You know what ... if Kaoru is sleeping like ... you call me again to ... and then you talk to me about it," he whispered softly, Toshiya shook his head. "Can you .. not just come from, Shin? "he asked quietly. "Please ... I .. I can not do that on the phone, "he whispered, and Shinya now stopped for a moment.
"Is it so hard?" He asked, Toshiya bit her lower lip. "Would you ask otherwise, to come to me so I can talk to you about it?" He asked softly and Shinya bit her lower lip. "Okay .. . I'm in a half hour with you, okay, "he said quietly, Toshiya nodded. "Thank chan, Shin," he whispered into the phone hung up and looked at the doctor now.

"Mr. Niikura has a broken rib, a few bruises and a broken arm, "the doctor said quietly, Toshiya gave some pills. 'Give him this, he has severe pain. He will sleep the same, we have given him a sedative, "he said quietly, looking at him a moment. Toshiya nodded, accepted the pills and saw the doctor. "Your friend is in urgent need rest and good care," he said, and nodded again the dark-haired. "I'll take care of him," he whispered and nodded the doctor. "All right. If something should be, they call us, then come by colleagues of mine and look after her friend "

" Thanks. " Toshiya gasped quietly and pressed the doctor's hand, then brought him to the door and sighed softly as he closed the door. He breathed deeply, looked at the guitar and walked toward them, knelt down beside him. "Are you asleep yet?" He said softly after the purple-haired and opened his eyes slightly. "Yes. Not yet, "he whispered softly and stroked his Toshiya easy on the cheek. "Can you make it up a bit to move? You should get out of the things. I'll give you something from me, "he breathed, and Kaoru nodded, read from Toshiya help up now. "I'll get just a few things and then .. put you to bed. The couch is not good for your Situation now, "he said quietly.
"I can sleep here ... but that's no problem," said Kaoru and Toshiya directly at him. "You sleep in the bed." He said again, and Kaoru nodded slightly. Toshiya then went into the bedroom, looked a bit put out Kaoru and brought him to this, which helped him to dress and sit down beside him. "God Kaoru. Please pass better care of yourself, "he whispered softly, and took it into his arm.

As Kaoru was then moved, he went with Toshiya in the bedroom, where he gave this other bed linen and laid in the bed. "Thank you, Toshiya," he whispered softly, and the bass player smiled lovingly at. "For that you need not thank you, Kaoru," he said quietly and sat down for a moment now to him on the bed. "Try to sleep just now and then we'll see what we will do, okay," he said quietly and kissed him on the forehead. "Okay ..." Kaoru whispered softly and lay down right now, pulled the blanket up to his chin up and fell asleep shortly thereafter. Toshiya watched him for a moment and then got up when the bell rang at the door. This could only be Shinya.

Smiling, he opened the door and ran into Shinya. Miyu immediately set on the way to the bedroom Kaoru, Shinya what lies laughing softly. "The little girl Kaoru loves, "he whispered softly and hugged Toshiya. "You see is shit to be honest, Toshiya .. what's going on? "he asked softly, looking into the eyes.
"I ... .. let's make some tea and talk about it, yes. I think .. I should .. .. tell it slowly, "whispered Toshiya and Shinya stopped, looked at him a moment and followed him into the kitchen.
"What say?" Asked the drummer to his friend and looked directly and settled on the chair in the kitchen. "I Kaoru could say more than you think," he whispered softly, Shinya stopped again. "WHAT do you think Toshiya what's going on?" He asked, this turned around.
"I know Taiki already longer than you and Kaoru," he said, then paused and Shinya. "Moment .. slowly .. everything from the front please, "said the drummer and Toshiya sighed. "The .. this is easier said than done, Shinya. "he whispered, looking at the drummer, thought for a moment and turned to the tea. When he was finished, he put a cup in front of the drummer, sat down opposite him and looked into his eyes.
"I ... .. Taiki know from the time when he has just started with these guys, "she whispered softly, and saw Shinya Toshiya now continue in his eyes.
"And no ... I was not free. ... "whispered Toshiya and Shinya was still staring at him in terror.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Brazilian Waxing Santa Fe

Grief Grief Grief Chapter 2 Chapter 3

Toshiya sighed softly as Kaoru was still no answer to his question and looked at him. "Is it uncomfortable that you know, Kao-chan?" Toshiya asked for calm and looked him straight in the eye, but then smiled slightly when he saw the redness.
"Hey. As I said, it's nothing serious with Daisuke and me. We just have a little fun now and then. I mean why not? The band does not suffer, not the friends, "he said quietly and looked at the leader.

This sighed softly and looked at him. "You're right," murmured softly Kaoru and Toshiya looked for a moment. He knew he could but do not say that he had only come together with Taiki, because he had freed himself from his feelings and thus could engage in something new. At first he had also thought that it would be with Taiki never really fixed. She had also said at the beginning, but over time, have come up feelings on both sides. What if it was just at Daisuke and Toshiya? He let his head hang a little, stared for a moment and thought to himself, until Toshiya him again ripped out of his thoughts.

"I'll make us something to eat, Kaoru. You can also use the safe .. "he said quietly. "You have to regain its powers," he added, kissing the Leader on the cheek. He went into the kitchen and sighed. "There was what," he laughed and looked at Kaoru continued. "Will you come shopping with, or rather wait here?" He said softly to and Kaoru looked at him. "I .. Just like a little for me to be alone ... that would be okay? "he asked Toshiya nodded and went up to the purple-haired and hugged him. "Sure that's fine." He whispered and disappeared from him again. "But if I need help, then I ring," he said, grinning and Kaoru nodded slightly. "Then I come down and help you," he whispered, Toshiya nodded, then made even on the road.

For some time Kaoru was just sitting on the couch was, and then on however, and went to his living room cabinet, opened a door and picked out a video. He pulled it out of the envelope and read the caption. Taiki ~ ~ Light on vacation and I went Kaoru smiled, now with the video to the recorder, put this one, turned on the TV and let himself fall on the couch. No sooner had he pressed the play button, it also radiated already Taiki. Everything in it pulled together, but he could not make it. He wanted to hear his voice .. be heard laughing. He wanted to see his loved. He looked at the picture on the TV, as Taiki ran through the area, it again and again beamed and looked excited. "Taiki ..." Kaoru whispered softly and then stopped, as suddenly a flicker could be seen on TV. "What?" He asked, staring at the television only to grow. "No ... please do not be broken .. that's the only video I have of him, "he said quickly and stood up, took out the tape and paused. The tape was in order, why it caused problems. He put the cassette in the recorder and re-wound the tape back a little, they started again and saw the pictures he had just seen. Then again, the flickering image. He stared at the monitor and chews on his lower lip and cursed softly. Why just in this tape? If it can not be any different?

frightened drove around Kaoru, when the doorbell rang at the door. He got up, threw the remote on the couch and went to the door, opened it and helped Toshiya then take the high.
"Is everything all right, Kaoru?" Toshiya asked and addressed now nodded slightly, Toshiya smiled briefly. "Good." Breathed the bass player and now brought to Kaoru everything in the kitchen. Together they cleared everything in the cupboards. "Thank you are there, Totchi" Kaoru whispered now and then just took the other in the arm, which lies Toshiya falter shortly. But then he wrapped his arms even at the other and smiled slightly. "It's quite clear that I am here for you," he whispered with a grin and kissed him on the forehead, then broke away from him again. "You know what? You go shower now and in time I'll make us something delicious to eat. No. . Not to speak up. You can relax yourself in the shower well, "Toshiya grinned and pushed him towards the bathroom. As Kaoru finally stood in the shower, Toshiya began to make a delicious ramen, but then went into the living room and looked at the TV. "Hm ..." he said of legend expressed on fast forward and stopped when he saw the pictures. "Oh .. my God ... "he whispered, and heard the young man on the video exactly.

"Kaoru. Please do not be evil. I told you never told them. I have problems. Big problems. Shinya even know anything about it. Please do not be evil ... but I'm not the one for which you hold me, "the young man nervously smoothed her hair back. "I'm just running away from these men. I used to be a hustler. If they catch me, I do not know how it turns out ... I love you very much. I did not think that the two of us all to this. "He whispered into the camera. Sad eyes showed how desperate he had to. "I want to lose you and I do not want away from you. But I think they are around here. I do not know what to do. I want to lose you but do not Kaoru. I can not tell you why I am as cowardly, the make of this video ... I hope that you've got to look at you if ever. I love you Frightened by all !!!!"

Toshiya turned around when something fell behind him on the floor. Kaoru stared at the TV and swallowed hard. "Kaoru," Toshiya said softly and then walked up to them, but Kaoru stared at the television set to continue. "Kaoru?" Toshiya tried it again. What he had noticed anything? Had he seen anything? He swallowed hard and stroking Kaoru's cheek, but he pushed it away. "Not ... .. the .... for which I have kept him? "he asked quietly, staring at Toshiya now. "What .. what is this now? "he asked, tears gathered in his eyes.
"A hustler," he asked quietly, staring continue to the TV. He did not understand. He took Toshiya from the remote, rewound and saw this movie at times, went over to the couch and sat on it, staring back at Taiki, who revealed this to him. Again and again he let play this part, then looked to Toshiya. "Iich .. must find out what it all meant ... Toshiya ... " he whispered softly, standing up, but Toshiya went to him, shook his head. "Calm down first Kaoru, please," the bassist said quietly, looking at his friend, then swallowed hard. "The police is still truth in the matter," he said softly, and Kaoru laughed. "What have they been up to? A little driving around, listening to everything and that's it, Toshiya, "he said quietly and bassist sighed.

"Curb Kaoru. He has himself said that he was on the run. If he says it ... it can mean anything good, "whispered the bassist more quiet and Kaoru looked at the statue. Taikis sad eyes gave him a stab the heart. "Why has he never told me anything?" He whispered softly, Toshiya Kaoru took in the arm. "He probably could not ... because he did not know if he loses up to," he whispered softly, looking him straight in the eye. "You know not what these guys are capable, Kaoru," he said, and the purple-haired man looked into his eyes, then leaned slightly to the bass player and closed his eyes slowly. "I want to know is what happened to him, Toshiya ... whether it was really hit by these guys ..." he breathed, and stroked his Toshiya over the back, held it so the whole time and kissed him yet times on the head.

"The police will find it out, I'm sure," he whispered, and Kaoru looked at him. "I .. hope you're right ... "Kaoru whispered, closing his eyes again quieted somewhat in appearance, but in his mind he forged a plan. He would find out what that meant everything. What had happened to Taiki that time? Why was this so on the run and why he had such a fear he had seen the fear in the eyes of others. He wanted to avenge him. He would do anything for it, it could not be that this group of criminals could go on like this and even more young people burst it.

"I get our Ramen .. then we eat something and you get really settled Kaoru, Toshiya whispered softly, and Kaoru winced for a moment. He had not realized that the other had been persuaded to continue it. He nodded slightly and looked into his eyes. "Thank Toshiya. Thanks for everything, "he whispered softly and sat up slowly now, so get up Toshiya could.

As Toshiya was in the kitchen, he leaned on the counter. He dufte not let that Kaoru tried something. He knew how these guys were. He had already realized at the time Taiki. When he had managed to get out there, this milieu, Taiki had just slipped ... he had yet to incorporate ... Slowly closed his eyes, the bass player. It could happen just do not know the whole truth about the Kaoru Taiki found out .. found out about him. He had to do everything we can to prevent that. It would only further ruining Kaoru. He knew .. . Especially when it learned that he had then met Taiki right there .... He breathed deeply, took the two bowls and went to Kaoru, submitted a set of these and next to him. "You can copy them to you, Kaoru," he whispered and they both ate their ramen, hung by their thoughts.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

How To Treat Goitre In A Horse



Kaoru was slowly growing again, blinked a little sleepy and looked around the room. Where could he be? Then his eyes fell on the black-haired bass player. Had he been sitting around all night with him and had maintained that he would wake up .... He could be there for him when he woke up from a nightmare? Only gently stroked Kaoru now by the hair of bass player and smiled for a moment.

"hng ..." could be heard quietly of Toshiya and then lifted his head to this slow, Kaoru looked into his eyes and smiled at him. "Hey .." he whispered softly, and Kaoru looked at him. "Hey." He whispered softly in response and looked into his eyes. "... You were here all night with me?" Kaoru whispered to and Toshiya smiled at them. "Yes. You have attempted ... to take home with me, but I did not want to leave you here alone. What would have happened if you had a nightmare or something wake up? "He whispered with a smile and the hair from her face. As he sat down he just made a face. His back was broken pretty loud, but after a few dislocations was also done again.
was then already on the room door and the nurse came in with two trays. "Good morning," she said with a smile and put down the tray. "I hope the breakfast is for them both so agreeable," she smiled and then was gone again from the room.

Toshiya laughed softly. "Sky. Are so friendly, because they know who we are, "he said, laughing only went up to the tray and took it. The one he turned to Kaoru on the car, turned the table on this and opened the door. "Uiii it looks good" Toshiya grinned and looked at Kaoru who does not eat that looked at times. "Kau?" He asked quietly and sighed.
"I'm not hungry, Toshiya ..." he whispered softly and the black-haired sighed. "But if you have something to eat, Kaoru," he said calmly, walked around the bed and sat down with the guitarist. He gently stroked the cheek and looked him in solid the eyes.

"I get nothing down, Toshiya." Kaoru said, now again with a little more emphasis and Toshiya saw him still in his eyes. "You know that they will force feed you if you do so? You have since the accident has virtually nothing to eat, Kaoru. I will not have to witness that you have to stay here longer in the hospital and force-feed them up through the drain, "he whispered and hugged the guitarist. "They should do it," Kaoru mumbled and grumbled to Toshiya. "Kaoru ... you know what then do you break ... .. But one thing I can tell you. If you do that to get to Taiki ... he'll a hit in the face if you stand in front of him up there. "he said sour and Kaoru stared at him.

"how do you know?" Kaoru asked sour and Toshiya laughed. "Because you told me yourself that Taiki told you that you shall not give up. That you shall live on ... he does not like it when you can go up and kill you, "he said, took his bag.
"w ... where are you going?" Kaoru asked, startled and Toshiya looked at him. "Oh well what. Help you do not want .. So what should I still here? "Toshiya asked and walked towards the door, the latch of the door had been included, as it behind him loud bang. He turned around.

"damn Kaoru," he said shocked fall read his pocket and went on the laying on the ground, then helped him to his feet. "What are you doing?" He asked softly and helped him back onto the bed, he saw in his eyes. "Let .. I am not alone .... Please .. Toshiya, Kaoru whispered. Toshiya had to swallow hard. He did not know their guitarist. Otherwise he was always so strong, read it get nothing and now? Now was this man, whom he admired so before him, was a picture of misery and nothing but capable, because his thoughts are only one person.

"I stay here .. Kaoru but please .. eat something ... you've got it but now realize that you need power, right? "he asked only one bread and smeared Kaoru now, looking at him now. "Ham? Cheese? Jam, "he asked quietly to and Kaoru looked at him. "I .. Nutella like ... "he whispered, and Toshiya faltered. "Nutella", he asked again and after Kaoru nodded. Why Kaoru wanted to Nutella? He had eaten but never otherwise. He went to his tray, then took the potty, which he had ordered the night before ... and smeared it on one half of Kaoru bread. "I think the other half, yes," he said, grinning and Kaoru nodded, took the now Opposite half and bit into it slowly.
"I wonder ... I still like you ... .. and the Taiki could you eat so ... "Kaoru asked only once and bit into the bread. Toshiya looked at him and patted him on the cheek. "Maybe .. do you like the taste so at some point but still, "he said with a grin and looked into his eyes.

After they had eaten, came in even the doctor who examined Kaoru again. "Well Mr. Niikura. You can now return home, but I would ask them that they might not stay home alone, "he said quietly and looked at Kaoru Toshiya. This nodded and smiled at Kaoru. "I remain with him, "he said quietly and nodded the doctor. "Wonderful," he said calmly and said goodbye to Kaoru. "I teach them right then or the discharge papers over and then they can go home," said the doctor and Kaoru nodded now.

Toshiya smiled at Kaoru. "And if we went with you, I go shopping just because you currently do not really know what I have at home and make us what noon today to eat some delicious," beamed the bassist and Kaoru looked at him. "Toshiya", he began to calm and the bass turned to the purple-haired.
do "not make it a great effort, please. I eat but eh not much, " said Kaoru and Toshiya looked at him, sighed and put the stuff to put him on the bed. "Do not say something like Kaoru. This is all back, "he said and kissed him on the cheek, smiled at him lovingly.

"Come get dressed, then we go home, Kaoru," he said quietly. "Or you would prefer to my place?" He asked, and Kaoru looked away. "B.. Please let us drive you. In my case .. yet so much of it. He has ... he has almost lived with me, Toshiya, "he whispered, and tears gathered in his eyes. "Ah .. Please do not Kaoru. "Toshiya said, and now walked up to him, took him just in the arm. "We go to me, because you'll get the guest room and then I'll get you later a few more things from you, okay?" He said calmly and quietly now Kaoru nodded, pressed close to the bass player and took a deep breath. "So ... now you pull on you. and I call on Daisuke, so he picks us up, "he said quietly and kissed the purple-haired on the forehead, then called the red-haired and spoke to this at all.

As Kaoru and Toshiya had finished everything, there was a knock at the door already quietly and Daisuke put his head through the door, looked at the two smiling. "Hey hey heyyy," the redhead said with a grin and stepped across the room, went on Toshiya to those expressed briefly and looked at Kaoru, he now embraced, held him for a moment.
"Well ... are you feeling better?" He asked quietly, and looked after him in the eye. "It's something, yes." Kaoru said softly and breathed deeply again.
"... maybe we could just ... so ... .. go to the grave? "he now asked for and Daisuke looked at him a moment.

"Why are you going to the grave?" Toshiya asked for and the guitarist looked at him. "Please. I just want out. I need something ... I would say .. do, "he said softly, Toshiya raised an eyebrow, then nodded but slightly and looked at Daisuke. "Okay. Then we go to the grave just before that and then up at me, "he said quietly and looked at Kaoru Toshiya. "Thank you ..." he whispered and went with the two on the road.
Daisuke went at once as they sat in the car going straight into the direction of the grave. Kaoru got out slowly, stopped in front of goal posts. He breathed deeply, looked to Toshiya and Daisuke and started slowly on the way to the grave of Taiki.

followed after some time Toshiya and Daisuke. They wanted Kaoru not now be determined from the eyes. They did not know what this was going to do what he wanted, but when she saw him standing before the grave, Toshiya smiled slightly. He had to all expected, but not so.

Kaoru slowly knelt down in front of the grave, looked at the stone for a moment and began to quietly pray. All he had been unable to make the day before because he was there together broken. Long he remained in this attitude of prayer, then stood up slowly and walked to the grave. He easily stroked the engraved letters could feel the tears running down her cheek.
"I'll miss you Taiki," he whispered softly, stroking more about the name of the deceased. Slowly, he reached into his pocket, took out a chain there. "I wanted to give you a birthday next week," he whispered softly and then looked at the Chain for a moment, went back into the knee. "I know you should not give away birthday gifts in advance, but I will have to process the next time a lot, you know And before you get it does not," he whispered softly and dug a hole in the ground now, put the small Now in this box and made it back. Then he got up, looked at the grave.

"I'll never forget .. but please .... Please pass on to me, yes ... I try to be strong, "he whispered softly, and then looked at the picture which he drew now from his pocket, knelt down again and placed it in front of the grave. "Now everyone knows how you ausschaust ..." he whispered softly and kissed the grave stone for a moment, got up again and turned around. Then he saw Daisuke and Toshiya. He swallowed a little, a little red.

"Kaoru ...." Toshiya Breathed softly and walked up to him, took him just a hug, which surprised more than Kaoru. "... I was thinking, you want to do anything, but .... The .. it is .. a wonderful idea. With the image ... "he whispered softly. That he had noticed with the chain, saying he would not. He breathed deeply, Kaoru stroked his cheek.
Can "we .. Now go to you, Toshiya, Kaoru breathed, looked again to the grave and then Toshiyas eyes. The addressed smiled and nodded and went with Kaoru in the direction of Daisuke and this drove the two home.

with Kaoru Toshiya walked slowly up the stairs, opened the door and saw the purple-haired again, then smiled slightly. "Hm ..." Kaoru said, pondering and Toshiya looked at him.
mean "you .... He is delighted that I have given him ... the chain? "He said softly to and Toshiya looked at him. "What chain?" He asked, and Kaoru sat on the couch and breathed deeply again.
"I let him make a chain ..." Kaoru whispered softly, and saw him continue to Toshiya Kaoru and pulled a picture out of his pocket, handed it to Toshiya. This looked at the picture and he hesitated. "Wow ..." he whispered softly, and saw the picture continues.

"now .. anyway .. I gave him ... this chain now .. done with in the grave. So I have just dug a hole, "he whispered softly and then looked at Toshiya. "Hm ... I hope they do not steal ..." said Toshiya and Kaoru quietly stopped. "Dost thou. someone would do this, "he asked, Toshiya shrugged. "I do not know. But I know one thing .. . Taiki would have got the chain, and accordingly, it is now very, very well to that "Watch out, he whispered, smiling and looking into his eyes. Kaoru looked at him, smiling and nodding slightly now. Yes .. you're right. He is delighted and very good care of it, just as he will take care of me and my friends, "he whispered softly, Toshiya smiled at him, went to him and took him just in the arm, held him just as easily fixed and slowly closed his eyes.

"Do not you want .... Better spend the time with Daisuke, Toshiya? "Kaoru asked now stopped and addressed. "Like .. you come to this? "he asked quietly, and looked at Kaoru confused.
"I do. . You've more often seen with him, Toshi " Kaoru whispered softly, looking at him now.
"uh ..." Toshiya was now speechless. "You've seen us more often?" He asked quietly by and Kaoru nodded. "Once. I had forgotten something in the rehearsal room ... and as I was in, I'm .. you seen ... "he whispered softly, Toshiya was now bright red face, looked at Kaoru. "With the Dai and me .. it .. nothing is serious, if you mean it, "said Toshiya now quiet and Kaoru looked at him.
"But why do you talk to the next?" Said Toshiya and Kaoru turned his head away slightly, bit his lower lip.
"Kaoru?" Asked softly Toshiya and Kaoru looked at him .... "Why do you say to the next?" He asked again, and looked after him in the eye.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Fastest Sata Harddisk

New avatars ^ ^

Yesssss had little boredom and have a few avatars handicrafts.

I should even try to blad on the wallpaper for my Aki + sigh * otherwise it kills me even more * laughs * I
hope I can overcome my creativity low of wallpapers T____T

Njaa matter .. here are my views avatars, as always ^ ^ ^ ^ nothing special
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Well I hope you like one or the other ^ ^
will now go to bed time. ere is nothing more going on here anyway .. . Bai waving her love

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Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Red Cocky Belt Buckle

FanFiction - Grief

* * Here is a Fanfiction on Dir en Grey. ^ ^ It is the first chapter ^ ^


/ / Why? Why had this happened? / /, Sobbed quietly on the purple-haired, walking between his two friends, Toshiya and Daisuke, on the small road from the cemetery. The tears flowed down the cheeks of the guitarist. Until recently, in his life everything was perfect. He was in love with you en Grey successful, he was. Just as it would be better can be, but then something terrible had to happen.

they were only slowly behind the coffin. Toshiya and Daisuke supported the purple-haired and over again because they had too afraid that it completely collapsed. Worried, the redhead looked at the bass player and this just nodded understandingly. He would take care of the next days and weeks around the guitarist. It could not now be left alone. That would not cope with Kaoru.

came after a few more meters of it at the grave and the minister gave his speech. Kaoru silently wept while to himself, heard the stories of the priest with edited and had just started to tremble, leaned over and over again against the black-haired bassist and sobbed. By Shinya a quiet sobs could be heard, after all, was Taiki been one of his best friends. He had brought Taiki at a party and then had Taiki and Kaoru met. Kyo stood next to the drummer, an arm around them and held him so now fixed.

came after the speech of the minister Kaoru slowly toward the grave, stood before this, and looked just in this big hole. There he could see the pale wood coffin, clinging to the rose which he held in his hand. Blood came out of the wounds the thorns pierced in his hand, but that did him absolutely not. Again he cried out, walked slowly to his knees. "Why? Why do you need from me, Taiki? WHY? "He sobbed to read and hang his head, bit her lower lip fixed. Then he looked again into the grave.

Toshiya walked slowly to the guitarist, he placed a hand on the shoulder, but she pushed it away Kaoru just got up slowly and looked down at the coffin. "I love you Taiki .. I love you more than anything, "he whispered softly, closed his eyes for a moment and then threw a rose on the coffin, walked a few steps away from the grave and sobbed again. All around him was black ... he had to fly the feeling.

Startled gasped Toshiya, Kaoru ran for and was able to catch it in the next moment. "KAORU", now called Shinya frightened, but he was detained by Kyo. "I call an ambulance," said Daisuke now quiet and reached for his cell phone rang, with the ambulance and then hung up. "He's in at least 10 minutes here," he said quietly, and went now to Kaoru and Toshiya knelt down beside the two.
Kaoru slowly opens his eyes again, sighed softly. "Stay quiet, lie Kao, Toshiya muttered softly, stroking him just now by the hair, he brushed a strand from her face and looked into his eyes. Shortly after, she could hear the ambulance and Kaoru was immediately taken to hospital.

nervous Toshiya ran down the hall before the examination room again and again up and down, he stroked his hair back. He went mad worrying about the guitarist. He did not know Kaoru. He had never seen their leader Sun
"Toshi" breathed Daisuke walked calmly towards him, laid a hand on the shoulder and then pulled him to himself. "Trying to be quiet. Kaoru needs us now, "he said quietly, holding it just continues in the arm, closed his eyes slowly. Kyo Shinya had driven to the drummer. Shinya was himself condemned as they had done and decided to prefer the drummer to call home so they could tell him know if they knew what was going on.
"I try to be calm .. but that's not so easy, Dai .... Kaoru I know absolutely nothing, "he whispered softly and stroked her hair back, breaks from the redhead and sighed.

Shortly after the doctor came out and looked at them. "Mr. Niikura had a nervous breakdown. I would still like to keep him here overnight, for observation, "the doctor said quietly, Toshiya nodded now. "It's okay ..." he whispered softly and nodded the doctor.
"I'll get him a few things, so he has to wear something different," said Daisuke now and Toshiya nodded slightly. "I .. go to him and look after him once .. thanks .. Dai, "he whispered softly, and the redhead smiled and kissed him briefly on the cheek. "Is all right. No problem. "He whispered softly now and then walked slowly towards the exit. Toshiya saw him still for a moment, then went to the door of Kaoru and entered the room quietly. Immediately he could see that this dream bad, because he rolled down his head in the pillow and her facial expression and also spoke volumes.

~ Flashback ~

"Hm ... I miss you already, Kao," murmured softly Taiki and pressed himself against him, sighed quietly. Gently kissed the purple-haired him on the lips. "The morning after the interview, I'll pick you up and then we drive away over the weekend and enjoy the time together," he whispered softly and kissed him right again on the soft lips.
"I'm excited right," grinned Taiki and stroked his cheek, kissed him passionately now, and long on the lips before he had to be solved then by the other. "Hm. I love you, Kao-chan, "he grinned and looked into his eyes.
Kaoru replied softly, the words, but growled at Taiki. How much he hated it when it used this diminutive. Laughing, he saw Taiki to now, when he made his way, then closed the door and heard a loud bang. Scared Kaoru turned around, opened his eyes and ran toward Taiki ... ...


"TAIKIII" Kaoru shouted to literally gasped and sat bolt upright in bed, again and again and looked around frantically, then dash through the hair. Startled, Toshiya
winced, got up quickly and went to his friend, sat down with him. "Kaoru .. Hey ... "he whispered now quiet and stroked his cheek trying to calm him so. "Is everything all right. I am here ... you're in the hospital, Kaoru, "he breathed, and this was expressed only immediately to the bassist, sobbed again and bit her lower lip. "Why ... Toshi .. why? "he sobbed, and pressed close to the bassist. "Why is .. He was taken from me? He was just on the sidewalk! Why he has been approached to sponsor the Rochester gate? "He sobbed again and again and clawed at the bassist.

"Please ... try to calm you, Kaoru, Toshiya whispered softly, and then stroked him through his hair, gave him just the living that their other needs now. "The police are working on the matter. You will get him Kaoru, "he whispered softly and kissed him on the head, held him still solid.
"Where am I?" Asked Kaoru Toshiya now quiet and paused for a moment. "You're in the hospital, Kaoru. You had a nervous breakdown, "he whispered softly and looked into his eyes, patted him on the cheek again. "You shall stay here for one night .. for observation, "he said quietly and he stroked his hair back. Kaoru nodded slightly and sat back slowly sink back into the pillows.

"I wanted to jump behind Toshiya. I wanted him in the coffin, "Kaoru whispered softly now and saw the bass player in the eye. "It .. I'm sorry. "he whispered softly and Toshiya sighed. "I can understand you, but remember .... You have promised him something ... "Toshiya and Kaoru whispered softly slowly closed his eyes, nodded just slightly. "I know, but it .. is easier said than done, Toshiya ... "he whispered softly, then bit her lower lip, he stroked his hair back. Then he closed his eyes properly. / / Promise me ... .. Kao-chan .... Live further. You have friends .... And fans .... Who need you ... .. I will always be with you live on ... .... Please ... .. promise me ... ... / /, he kept hearing the words Taikis in his ear, and sobbed quietly, biting her lower lip. Live? How could he do that? He had lost someone important. He had lost his true love .. because he just could not live on as if nothing had happened. / Promise / I can not tell you yet Taiki. I miss you ... .. / / With these thoughts slept Kaoru one from exhaustion.

Relieved by sleep, sighed at Toshiya, covered the guitarist to properly again and simply sat down again on the chair beside the bed. He could understand Kaoru yes. But he was not allowed to be so fond. This would only really make him broken.
"Please get well very quickly, Kao-chan," Toshiya whispered softly now and saw this simply just bit her lower lip fixed. Slowly he leaned forward, resting his arms crossed on Kaoru's bed, embedded in his head from them and watched the guitarist.


Monday, September 1, 2008

Harbor Freight Leak Down Instructions

Dir en Grey - Glass Skin

First a big thank you to ayafujimiya2 she has posted a link to the PV udn ... *____*
I find it just ... TOLL. How should I describe it? I am .. speechless. yes .. speechless, over the piece, what Dir en Grey then get together and therefore I am only emhr uaf the album, what they want to get out. If it's anywhere near as good as "Glass Skin" then ..... *__________* Love * laugh *

I have the song at the moment running in a loop. It really is a song that fits right now to beat me .... THANK YOU * smile *

Kaoru-chan