FanFiction - Grief
* * Here is a Fanfiction on Dir en Grey. ^ ^ It is the first chapter ^ ^
/ / Why? Why had this happened? / /, Sobbed quietly on the purple-haired, walking between his two friends, Toshiya and Daisuke, on the small road from the cemetery. The tears flowed down the cheeks of the guitarist. Until recently, in his life everything was perfect. He was in love with you en Grey successful, he was. Just as it would be better can be, but then something terrible had to happen.
they were only slowly behind the coffin. Toshiya and Daisuke supported the purple-haired and over again because they had too afraid that it completely collapsed. Worried, the redhead looked at the bass player and this just nodded understandingly. He would take care of the next days and weeks around the guitarist. It could not now be left alone. That would not cope with Kaoru.
came after a few more meters of it at the grave and the minister gave his speech. Kaoru silently wept while to himself, heard the stories of the priest with edited and had just started to tremble, leaned over and over again against the black-haired bassist and sobbed. By Shinya a quiet sobs could be heard, after all, was Taiki been one of his best friends. He had brought Taiki at a party and then had Taiki and Kaoru met. Kyo stood next to the drummer, an arm around them and held him so now fixed.
came after the speech of the minister Kaoru slowly toward the grave, stood before this, and looked just in this big hole. There he could see the pale wood coffin, clinging to the rose which he held in his hand. Blood came out of the wounds the thorns pierced in his hand, but that did him absolutely not. Again he cried out, walked slowly to his knees. "Why? Why do you need from me, Taiki? WHY? "He sobbed to read and hang his head, bit her lower lip fixed. Then he looked again into the grave.
Toshiya walked slowly to the guitarist, he placed a hand on the shoulder, but she pushed it away Kaoru just got up slowly and looked down at the coffin. "I love you Taiki .. I love you more than anything, "he whispered softly, closed his eyes for a moment and then threw a rose on the coffin, walked a few steps away from the grave and sobbed again. All around him was black ... he had to fly the feeling.
Startled gasped Toshiya, Kaoru ran for and was able to catch it in the next moment. "KAORU", now called Shinya frightened, but he was detained by Kyo. "I call an ambulance," said Daisuke now quiet and reached for his cell phone rang, with the ambulance and then hung up. "He's in at least 10 minutes here," he said quietly, and went now to Kaoru and Toshiya knelt down beside the two.
Kaoru slowly opens his eyes again, sighed softly. "Stay quiet, lie Kao, Toshiya muttered softly, stroking him just now by the hair, he brushed a strand from her face and looked into his eyes. Shortly after, she could hear the ambulance and Kaoru was immediately taken to hospital.
nervous Toshiya ran down the hall before the examination room again and again up and down, he stroked his hair back. He went mad worrying about the guitarist. He did not know Kaoru. He had never seen their leader Sun
"Toshi" breathed Daisuke walked calmly towards him, laid a hand on the shoulder and then pulled him to himself. "Trying to be quiet. Kaoru needs us now, "he said quietly, holding it just continues in the arm, closed his eyes slowly. Kyo Shinya had driven to the drummer. Shinya was himself condemned as they had done and decided to prefer the drummer to call home so they could tell him know if they knew what was going on.
"I try to be calm .. but that's not so easy, Dai .... Kaoru I know absolutely nothing, "he whispered softly and stroked her hair back, breaks from the redhead and sighed.
Shortly after the doctor came out and looked at them. "Mr. Niikura had a nervous breakdown. I would still like to keep him here overnight, for observation, "the doctor said quietly, Toshiya nodded now. "It's okay ..." he whispered softly and nodded the doctor.
"I'll get him a few things, so he has to wear something different," said Daisuke now and Toshiya nodded slightly. "I .. go to him and look after him once .. thanks .. Dai, "he whispered softly, and the redhead smiled and kissed him briefly on the cheek. "Is all right. No problem. "He whispered softly now and then walked slowly towards the exit. Toshiya saw him still for a moment, then went to the door of Kaoru and entered the room quietly. Immediately he could see that this dream bad, because he rolled down his head in the pillow and her facial expression and also spoke volumes.
~ Flashback ~
"Hm ... I miss you already, Kao," murmured softly Taiki and pressed himself against him, sighed quietly. Gently kissed the purple-haired him on the lips. "The morning after the interview, I'll pick you up and then we drive away over the weekend and enjoy the time together," he whispered softly and kissed him right again on the soft lips.
"I'm excited right," grinned Taiki and stroked his cheek, kissed him passionately now, and long on the lips before he had to be solved then by the other. "Hm. I love you, Kao-chan, "he grinned and looked into his eyes.
Kaoru replied softly, the words, but growled at Taiki. How much he hated it when it used this diminutive. Laughing, he saw Taiki to now, when he made his way, then closed the door and heard a loud bang. Scared Kaoru turned around, opened his eyes and ran toward Taiki ... ...
"TAIKIII" Kaoru shouted to literally gasped and sat bolt upright in bed, again and again and looked around frantically, then dash through the hair. Startled, Toshiya
winced, got up quickly and went to his friend, sat down with him. "Kaoru .. Hey ... "he whispered now quiet and stroked his cheek trying to calm him so. "Is everything all right. I am here ... you're in the hospital, Kaoru, "he breathed, and this was expressed only immediately to the bassist, sobbed again and bit her lower lip. "Why ... Toshi .. why? "he sobbed, and pressed close to the bassist. "Why is .. He was taken from me? He was just on the sidewalk! Why he has been approached to sponsor the Rochester gate? "He sobbed again and again and clawed at the bassist.
"Please ... try to calm you, Kaoru, Toshiya whispered softly, and then stroked him through his hair, gave him just the living that their other needs now. "The police are working on the matter. You will get him Kaoru, "he whispered softly and kissed him on the head, held him still solid.
"Where am I?" Asked Kaoru Toshiya now quiet and paused for a moment. "You're in the hospital, Kaoru. You had a nervous breakdown, "he whispered softly and looked into his eyes, patted him on the cheek again. "You shall stay here for one night .. for observation, "he said quietly and he stroked his hair back. Kaoru nodded slightly and sat back slowly sink back into the pillows.
"I wanted to jump behind Toshiya. I wanted him in the coffin, "Kaoru whispered softly now and saw the bass player in the eye. "It .. I'm sorry. "he whispered softly and Toshiya sighed. "I can understand you, but remember .... You have promised him something ... "Toshiya and Kaoru whispered softly slowly closed his eyes, nodded just slightly. "I know, but it .. is easier said than done, Toshiya ... "he whispered softly, then bit her lower lip, he stroked his hair back. Then he closed his eyes properly. / / Promise me ... .. Kao-chan .... Live further. You have friends .... And fans .... Who need you ... .. I will always be with you live on ... .... Please ... .. promise me ... ... / /, he kept hearing the words Taikis in his ear, and sobbed quietly, biting her lower lip. Live? How could he do that? He had lost someone important. He had lost his true love .. because he just could not live on as if nothing had happened. / Promise / I can not tell you yet Taiki. I miss you ... .. / / With these thoughts slept Kaoru one from exhaustion.
Relieved by sleep, sighed at Toshiya, covered the guitarist to properly again and simply sat down again on the chair beside the bed. He could understand Kaoru yes. But he was not allowed to be so fond. This would only really make him broken.
"Please get well very quickly, Kao-chan," Toshiya whispered softly now and saw this simply just bit her lower lip fixed. Slowly he leaned forward, resting his arms crossed on Kaoru's bed, embedded in his head from them and watched the guitarist.
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